Lots to Do- Post #13

Everything is crazy. I’m way behind schedule but hopefully I can make a big push over the weekend. Work isn’t helping the situation. We are going to Fados on Thursday to celebrate my departure. Oh the joy. I’m glad though because our new administrator is bugging the piss out of me. She just seems so fake to me. She’s nice in some ways, but it’s like just a fake nice. I hate that. It’s like oh….force me to have fun why don’t you!! haha..I really need to work on my SAD factor. I will really miss the attorney I work for. She is so cool and really easy to talk with. She’s a very smart and classy lady, I probably will never work for someone again like her but you have to weigh the pros and cons of both the positive things and the negative things when you make such huge decisions. In my case, the negatives here in Washington State outweighed the positives. But I definitely will remember her as one of the nicer things about my time with the firm.

So everything is still in chaos. I look forward to my writing program to focus me on my life goal. I look forward to meeting this guy again even though I know it won’t last for a long time. He’s calling me everyday and it is making me like him a lot. haha. I think that I will miss that when I have to leave because I’m sure we won’t talk as often after our little rendezvous. But who knows, stranger things have happened I suppose.

I wonder if I will ever meet H. He talked to me last night for a little bit.  I’m glad that I finally found a guy who can distract me from my obsession with H. I am just sad that it can’t be a permanent distraction. Ahhh..H….I could start a whole category about you. But I won’t because I can’t obsess over you anymore dear H!